Advait Sanjay Nair

 I love how life surprises you when you least expect it. It gives meaning to life and makes it interesting I feel. So since yesterday I have a cold and have been feeling a bit down. Today morning I wake up for university and as I go about my business, I get abdominal cramps and have loose motions. The pain intensifies and its a clear case of food poisoning. Though it was probably my fault, the situation wasn't good since I had to go to university. I gave it sometime and I needed to use the bathroom twice more.  I somehow managed to get in bed and be stable and by now my classes had already begun. I was planning to take a leave for the entire day and texted my friends to get notes for me. The convo continued as if my texts didn't exist. Ignored. When I have run for help when they needed. I don't if it was this realization that I'm truly alone here and that only I am responsible for myself or because I was feeling better, but I decided to get dressed and went to class. I ...

 Well, it's been quite some time since I posted anything here. Reasons for my coming back are- 1. I also stopped diary writing and forgot to get the one I maintained with me to Italy. 2. If my diary is left home and found by someone, by the nature of human curiosity it gets read so might as well write stuff here. 3. I am feeling a little lost for some days and thought this might help get my mind back in its place. Some things that should be known, and have occurred since the last post- 1. I got accepted to study medicine at UNIVPM in Italy. So I am a med student now. 2. Naturally, I am in Italy. 3. I am alone and finding my way through life as an individual, so that's fun... Anatomy is kind of difficult, especially since the Professor doesn't upload slides until she is done with the entire topic, hence revisiting concepts the same day is a bit of an issue. Also, it is complex. Biochemistry is very boring, since its 80% the same stuff as grade 11 and 12 but in more detail an...