Pre NEET stuff

 NEET is on 4th May. Im feeling pretty scared, anxious, nervous.. and more. Prep could be better, it always can. I've practiced doing it with OMR once.. Tbh idk what to do rn. I dont feel like doing anything, yet I feel the need to study evrything and and remebering all the stuff I dont know. Feels trash tbh. I genuinly want to get a govt seat, but am feeling underprepared. There aint much I can do about it now anyway. Welp, tata, hopfully I'll have done great in NEET the next time I write. 

Bui

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